Sunday, 31 July 2022

1/8/22 ***Today really is form is form, emptiness is emptiness *[is emptiness]

 * Righto, Sarah.

I canceled the check.  It is a new [] (beginning) in every word.

The irony is, instead of me SNAP VANISH, it is her.  TraXX server rejects all my channels.

Well, that is a good solution because I had been wanting to start on a new chapter all along.

Today is a perfect day and date.

This way, I am back to the model of a Warrior Walks Alone.

Perfect timing with the Zinc and Magnesium too.

I like the story so far.

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It's an elimination process

This calls for a celebration:


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>>>#1/8/22 Zinc and Magnesium are making [b]e (me) relax

 This morning TraXX server is down due to maintenance.

This is a good time to study patterns.  All in all, it is a learned pattern.  The cumulative effects create the feeling of limerence.

I am ready to proceed to the Statue of David.

As of now, it is a good day to die.

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31/7/22 ^^^I need desperate measures to fight gout

 For sure, I need to skip 3-in-1 coffee and breakfast.

I need to exercise in the morning again.

Sarah, I am fine on my own.

I just concentrate on exercising.

Until I improve on my health, I cannot run and fight melancholy.

That is the nature of mental health.

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This is really soothing music:


As it is, I need to fight:

Sinus
Melancholia
Skin Malady 
Weight Gain
Insomnias

What are the common denominators?  Sugar and Flour.

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31/7/22 Time to focus on running

 Actually, time to focus on what matters.

Move along, move along.

It doesn't require anybody else.

I had been through this before.  It is just me and my mission.

Judgment of Heaven is swift.

I must keep on persisting.

My mission this time is to run Bukit Kiara.

That is my challenge.

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>>>#31/7/22 This is the way I like it

 I don't have to mind the public and the public doesn't mind about me.

I wonder if I can proceed with constructive destruction by 2024.  I only have plastics as my concern.

I am not here to decide. I am here to do it.   Victory is guaranteed.  

What is the final arbiter?  None other than death.

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Therefore, my purpose in life is death.\

Hence, before I die, let me live life to the fullest.  So that, when I die, I know I did it my way.

I had extracted redundancy from my life.  Social Media is the most redundant of all.

I am listening to Elvis Platinum's Collection right now.

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You know what?

Tomorrow  I better start running.

Something good should lead to something better.

For example, blogging should make me feel good.

Combine that with songs and it should lead to euphoria.

EXERCISE IS A MUST

Did a 30 minutes Mall Walk.

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These ramblings are nothing more than mental diarrhea.  In reality, all I need to do is Sleep Well. Move More and Eat Right.

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Friday, 29 July 2022

29/7/22 ^^^Bringing up a goddess

 My darling Els,

I don't know how many more 7:7 I will encounter this month.  However, to experience TWELVE occurrences with[] (within) this month alone must be some kind of record by itself.

In my book, 7:7 is Matthew 7:7, and Al A'raf 7:7.

Not until I made my My KAD that I notice I am a FIVE-O 7:7.

In addition, I am also MSC 0072 and HMS 437T.

To me, 7:7 is Obey and Obey.  It is signified by the two 7 "bowing".

7:7 as a number really talks to me.  Like now, in 2017 I was bombarded by 7:7.  However this month is a record.

As my 7:7 wife, you are very powerful.  You rule Sparta 4964 side by side with me.  Honey, we suppose to Obey and Obey.  Then only we graduate to the next and the next and so on levels of power.

Since you did not proceed with the dowry, you cannot proceed to the next level.  In this case, I can proceed on my own or wait for you to be ready for the next level.

There are 3 stages after this:

Stage 1: 2022, Stage 2: 2023, Stage 3: 2024.

These are the recurring dates:

24/12, 25/12, 26/12. 27/12

24/12 - One Tribe Day

25/12 - Judgment of Heaven

26/12 - Niten Ichi (Two Heavens as One) Day

27/12 - All as Gods Day.

Of all the dates, pay attention to 26/12.  This is when we apply Shinu Kikai O Motomo (Looking for the Opportunity to Die).

Notice, Honey Bunny, it is much easier and much fun to accept the dowry LOL.

Don't worry, as the time comes, I'll guide you through Shinu Kikai O Motomo.  But you must Obey and Obey.  If not we cannot become 7:7.  Comprende?

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Footnote:  I know my stories bordered around absurdity.  In the past, I simply Obey and Obey.  Turned out that when I was pushed to the brink, I was rewarded with some extraordinary experiences.  I call them Karomah.  One is I found ten 10 cents coin[t]s in ten unlikely places in  2017 (a ten!).

The other is I [c]an (ran) 7.69 km at Bukit Kiara (measured using a GPS watch).  Only later on to realize that it was 1 meter short to 7:7 km..  Imagine, after exactly 3 loops, where I stopped was 7:7 km plus-minus.  I wasn't looking at the watch at that time...  My original intention was to run 10 km.

Nothing is what it seems.  If we are tuned in to our surroundings, we will see a glimpse of these extraordinary incidences.

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Thursday, 28 July 2022

28/7/22 $$$SSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

 That's better be good news, Sarah.

Fine Sarah.  I am my own God.  We all are.  So it is many minds but one body.

I am in constant communication with God.

I don't need the whole village.

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OK, let's celebrate...

From this point on I just want to simply say what I want.

I am God and God is me.  I made it.  So even if I die, I die as Allah.  Makes sense?  Death is not the end.  It is a new beginning.

That is why I have a private blog.  I can say whatever I like.  No more Twitter and Facebook.  Limited WhatsApp.

Like I said, I want to wear a cloak in the light and walk naked in the dark.

Today I shall do that.

I shall be among the insane - Marcus Aurelius.

Whatever...  I just want to get it out of my chest.

So from now I am just writing to you Sarah.  We went through this discussion several times already.  Now I am pretty sure.

My joy is writing, so write I shall.

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#traxxfm microsofttranslator.com <== This appeared out of nowhere.  

Baby, this encounter I'm going to share next surely makes you a Firm Believer that we are yuan fen. Hang on...

#traxxfm Guess what? The TWELFTH 7:7 occurrence happened last night! Somehow Channel TLC 707 became my default Astro channel. Gosh, honey, I don't even watch this channel. How is it that it is my default? Granted, human intervention, but still?

#traxxfm Now, do you believe that you are my wife for eternity? We got it all, honey. God's delay is not God's denial. You already loved me forever and ever. Now is for you to have faith in our fate. You told me to believe, *no[t] (now) it is real. * Damn right.

#traxxfm Btw, bear with me until 2024. If nothing happens, I'll let the Judgment of Heaven decide.

#traxxfm Darling, Speed of Implementation. Today is the last day for you to cash your dowry. I told you, I cannot stand indecision. Makes me nervous as hell. Unless you have decided not to cash it. I also respect that. I did offer you RM4 mil. and you turned it down.

#traxxfm Whatever reason is, that check consummate our marriage. As I told you, I don't expect much. All I want is to be loved by you. It's a polygamy/polyandry model.  

It's a marriage between soulmates. It's five years and going...

#traxxfm I think I am beginning to understand you. You are a paradox...

#traxxfm I already got the good *new[]... Just be patient and steadfast. * 28/7/22 $$$SSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

#traxxfm As I listened to your interview, I concluded that you are TraXX's best interviewer. I truly enjoy the last session. Honestly...

#traxxfm So baby, we have a 5 years history together. If I sound kooky, that's because I am using a different yardstick. Always I am measuring against eternity. At the same time, the shortest timeline is 3 years; 2024. I am not crazy. You got to believe me, honey.

#traxxfm Although you and Sarah are introverts, both of you are miles apart. Sarah is like a Unicorn while you are a little Bronco LOL. You cannot believe how many nights I lose sleep worried about the decisions you made or don't make. Many times I thought I lost you

#traxxfm Darling, we need to finalize the Dokkodo of Din: - Wu Wei - Ai Chi - Secure Attachment I need to submit this to Legion X as 100% fully tested. This is my most important model for House of Two Swords. You are my Ace in the Hole. My Best Horse...

#traxxfm Do you know how sad I was when you didn't cash in the dowry? That's just a representation. Everybody was waiting for you to make the right move. Gosh, why? Don't you want the Universe and its content? That's what it means. This is the last time I mention it.

#traxxfm Right, moving along... I had made ALL my blogs private. That's because the respective parties can access the blogs regard of whether it is private or not. Let me know *[] (if) you are of the same status. * OK, good. I am cutting off my social media.

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Today is my biggest relief.  No more Social Media.

#traxxfm Hang on... Do you still want me to tweet you? Are you sure?

It is confirmed.  Coming from her own mouth.

COME BACK...  BE HERE, TAYLOR SWIFT


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