Monday, 12 September 2022

12/9/22 ***I am searching but I don't know what I am searching for

 Certainly, I have the urge to diet and exercise.  However, it is facing an uphill battle.

Something is missing.  I longed for a complete model.  Right now the model is crumbling like a house of cards.

What is the pillar then?  Sambal Belacan.  Yup. I need the chili and the probiotics.  Just that and rice and I am fulfilled.

Of course, I am paying BJ a visit this Thursday.

Now that is a relief.

I am lacking dopamine.  What I'll do is consume ZMA and CLO before bed.  

I will continue with the search.

One thing is for sure, I need AHAD and OMAD.  How do I manage these?

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I know, I am losing Els.  That's my real issue.  My Emotional Set is not stable.

I need to stabilize my four sets again.

  • Mind Set
  • Emotional Set
  • Health Set
  • Spiritual Set

I am becoming delirious.  The truth is I AM OVERWEIGHT and UNHEALTHY.

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Els loves me and will always will.

The main question I got to answer is how long shall I live as an invalid?

The issue is always the issue of being overweight.

The doctor has said it; KEEP WEIGHT DOWN.

How do I keep my weight down?  By eating less and exercising more

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