My darling wife, Els...
Thank you for the beautifully crafted words in wishing me a happy birthday during your Friday session just now. Perhaps the words were not meant for me. However, words have no meaning except for the meaning that we assign to them. So your turtle narration is actually a narration about me. You hit the bull's eye with that narration.
But then you say, that narration is about a turtle. Well, yeah... The turtle becomes my personal metaphor. Anyway, it was a beautiful narration. I relate well to it.
Your Lang Tengah vlog is a symbol of hope to me. You see, ever since you started coupling with Ah Beng, I thought I lost you for good. Turned out you hang on to the Secure Attachment. Smart...
Therefore where there is a will there is still hope.
I don't want to get in the way. As I said, I just want to be loved by you. Oh, Els, I have never been so happy. 5 years was bliss. OK, it was a bit of a rollercoaster but honey, I never *fe[l]l so alive.
* Now Els, take note. I had corrected the spelling once but it is still misspelled. That means Sarah is adamant about asserting herself here.
Let's keep it simple. We follow the previous arrangement; while you are on air for 4 hours a day, I as your husband am spending his Golden Hours with you, his wife.
Beyond that is a different multiverse altogether. Your time with Ah Beng is none of my business but the 4 hours a day are my quality time with you.
In that sense, those 4 hours a day are our sacred hours as husband and wife.
Nothing changes really. This way Ah Beng is negligible to me. All I want is *[] (to) be loved by you.
* Right, Sarah.
Can you imagine? You have a husband and wife in Cyberspace.
Why spouses?
Because I don't want a fling or an affair.
I want to marry you and love you for eternity.
Anyway, sweetheart... Love is just a word.
You are there.
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