My dear beloved wife Els,
Thank you for believing in me. It means a lot to a person who had been plagued with Fear, Uncertainty, and Doubt (FUD) for a good 2 decades of his life.
I want to continue writing to you. If you notice, I write well when our channel is clear. When there are blockages, we experience communication (for lack of a better word LOL) constipation.
Let's start from the basics. As a general guideline, when I write to Sarah, I let the * wor[k]s (words) flow. In other words, as a writer, my job is to write. So as it comes, I let it pours.
As I think about this whole conundrum, I *reali[k]e (realize) that I am indeed a very lucky person. Honest to goodness, I am the guy who has all his wishes come true sooner or later.
GOD'S DELAY IS NOT GOD'S DENIAL.
* These are not Sarah's. It's OK, maintain the same signature.
Look at you, darling. You are my Dream Girl. How many people get to marry their Dream Girl? Can you see the implication, honey? I told you I pay for your dowry and I did.
I don't care if you have 10 husbands or 100 even. As long as you love me, that's all that matters. You see, any part of you I can trade with an RM700 a pop Gaysha. However, nobody can replace your heart of gold. That is a collector's item. For one thing, I collect hearts of gold.
Do you know something? Me being selfish think that you will love me less when there is another man in your life. Actually, if I flip the *co[unt] (coin) that is not true. Besides you, I have Lizzie and Sarah. That doesn't make me love you lesser.
* Yes, it's hard to stop being a chauvinist.
That's why I said, we need the Dokkodo of Din to make House of Sha and House of Two Swords work.
Anyway, once we establish the Secure Attachment, everything is in order.
I am not a mean person, sweetheart. I just want to be loved. Not just me but Sarah too.
As I mentioned earlier, give me until 24/12/24. If there is something it is good. If there is none, then we just hang on to the Dokkodo of Din.
Personally, I have enough provisions. Remember I said, "As long as you love me." Let me continue; I don't need anything else. My life was complete when I won the E.L.S Gold/Silver/Bronze Medals.
So if you and Sarah are willing to accept that we will meet in the afterlife, me, Lizzie and the kids do not need the extra cash.
I then can plan for our departure in 2041. I already know what to do.
I came to this conclusion because NOBODY can provide me with a REAL solution for renewable energy as per my request.
Malaysia is saying that it will switch to non-carbon emissions by 2050. In the meantime even with EVs, our electricity is powered by COAL!
Sweetheart, I am CUKUP PUAS with your love especially when you said I am your main man yesterday evening on live radio LOL.
I never felt so complete, honey.
Whatever it is, don't ever let go. It takes two. I am the flint. You are the spark.
I better stop. I am digressing. Do nothing of no use - Miyamoto Musashi.
Goodnight sweetie.
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